Tonight I'm sitting here watching the CMA Music Festival on TV waiting to see Jamey Johnson. I did cardio on the treadmill for 40 minutes, put away a bunch of laundry, and waiting for my husband to come home from the gym. I did go to the gym all last week, and I took Sun. and Mon.(today) off. I hate getting up in the morning, but I'm loving how I feel afterwards. I wonder why I waited so long, because I miss how great it makes me feel. (Not to mention the side benefit of looking better.) This past year was the first time in literally 20 years that I have ever taken any amount of time like this off from weight-training. I've missed it more than you know. Maybe now I will lose some weight, and fit back into clothes again. I hate being only 5foot tall,(short,) because 5lbs. looks like 20! Imagine what 30 looks like then? Yep. I will take it off. Slow and steady. Anyways,.....sat around the house all day today really. Just hanging with my husband and Munky. Sugar has been staying at our neighbor's house. He is being anti-social to us because of Munky I think. It's breaking my heart. I've tried putting Munky in her room while he is here, but he still wants to leave,.....he still hisses furiously at me when I open the door for him to go outside. I have tried everything. I don't know what else to do. (If anyone has any suggestions, or things to try, let me know. I will do anything.) SO,....I went to the mall last week and found the cutest, most comfortable Jessica Simpson shoes. You really would never guess how comfortable they are for such a high heel. (I was very impressed.) And I just got the best deal on Ebay; I got a John Hardy coil bracelet for a little less than $300!!! That's an unbelievable deal if you know the bracelet I'm talking about. Really. I was happy with my deal! (It retails for $695!!!) I'm putting up a Michael Kors outfit I had to have that I saw in magazine, that I can't fit into now. The dress is a size 2, makes me sad. It still has tags on it even. Even had to have the shoes. Don't ask. Thank god for Ebay, -thats all I have to say! Nothing else new really. Things at work are going well,...I'm just working alot. I guess I really should be thankful, and I am,.....but I've been feeling really low lately and I'm not sure why. I've been looking at real estate again in Canada. Sooner or later it's gonna happen. We can't get around it legally,....so, I rather do it on our terms, instead of another horrible trauma in our lives again. Our terms, our life, - ya know? I really feel very unfinished right now. I thought a job would really help tie up all my loose ends, and it hasn't. I wonder if I should go back to school. I don't know what to do anymore with myself. I mean, it's not like I have a whole lot of time with working the kinda hours I do, and now with getting back in the gym, I feel like I have NO TIME to do anything else. Maybe it's just all the drama last week with all the Kennedy stuff. I feel like it was my own family member. I so loved everything about the Kennedys. I always swore if I ever had a child, I would name him or her Kennedy. Sounds ridiculous I know, but it's very true, I would have. Some people understand that kinda stuff, and others just don't get it. When I watched the prosession, I knew I wasn't the only one to feel like I did. I was so glad people responded the way they did. So much love and feeling for him, and that family, but thats just me and how I feel right now. Thats my little week in my little life.
Thoughts on Mother's Day
3 months ago