Big plans of nothing for today, and I love it. Nothing. Ahhhh,....that's nice, and tomorrow too. I'm finally feeling somewhat normal again, and I'm back at work 100%,....so all good. Got my shoes from EBay,...and gawd, they are gorgeous and perfect, and I wanna put them under glass and just stare at them, and bask in there beauty. People are like that. Always attracted to the pretty, beautiful people. Even at work, people pick out what liquor they want sometimes,(mostly wines,) by the name and label on the bottle. How pretty or cute the names are. Weird. I couldn't care any less, I just want something to be good and worth it, I don't care how little or how much it is,(within reason.) Anyways~ still dreaming of the day we move from here. And the day I get a puppy, and another kitteh, and we can start living our lives again. I know I'm a broken record, but it's like being trapped in vault, and you can't do anything about it until someone opens it up. Trying to have fun with the little things in life. The kittehs,....fun dinners at home,.....getting ready to watch the NHL playoffs,......seeing family when we can,.....etc. etc. etc.In other news here~ why do I always have to spout off about cops? Two days ago at work I was helping a customer at work, and my co-worker said something about him being a cop,...and I was so taken aback,..he's a real wisecracking, kinda, smart alec guy how I used to think was funny,- now- , NOT SO MUCH. He spends a lot of money, has lots of parties, drives a new Mercedes, and now I just plain don't get a good feeling about him. Makes me nervous even. I won't be helping him anymore, I will hand him off to someone else. I said so to his face even. I actually told him that I 'used to think you were pretty cool,-not so much now that I know you're a cop',.....he picked up his stuff and left without a word. I know I was wrong, and I know that it was very unprofessional to do that, but I can't lie and be nice and act like I'm okay when I'm not. I can't. My co-workers looked at me with their mouths dropped open to the floor. Someone else can make the commission and make money off of him, but it won't be me. At least I'll tell someone to their face and not behind their back. My husband says I'm too honest for my own good. Yeh,-maybe so. I guess I coulda handled it better and different. A lot of things coulda been handled differently, but that's how life is, - right?
Soooo,.....still haven't gotten my shoes yet. Tomorrow. Today was a somewhat very uneventful, go-with-the-flow, day off. Kinda nice,....no pressure. Did some errands, came home, did some stuff around the house, and took the kittehs out for a walk and my hubby went to the gym. Now~I'm watching TV, and Chinese food is on the way for dinner. Maybe we'll watch a good movie or something. I love day's like this,....just very easygoing. Our whole life used to be like this,.....too bad about all the crap that happened, but one day I will get over it, and stop harping, and try to be somewhat normal. (I don't think that will happen tho until we move from here. Too many memories, and horrible episodes to remember. It's too hard not to.) It's funny, every day that I read the news or see it on TV, more and more cops from this exact police department are getting in trouble, and finally people are seeing just how corrupt they really are here. Not such an affluent area anymore, that's for sure. It sucks. This area has gone downhill fast and steady the last two years. I see it even more since I've been working, and let me tell ya,-it's NOT PRETTY. I'm counting the days til we move. We'll be like new people. You'll see. No. I'LL see.
Okay, so real quick. I'm not feeling 100% yet, but I'm getting there. Already back at work and it's killing me. Long hours, extra work, and all the aggravation that goes with it. Soooo,.....I got on eBay last night, and looking thru all my regular searches that I do for deals and steals on there, like I always tell you about. Low and behold, I come across a pair of black patent Manolo Blahniks, Compari mary janes!!! In. My. Size,-no less! AND,...AND,....for only $200. Yes, you heard me right,....only $200!!! on Buy It Now, and you know I did. I haven't gotten them yet, but I cannot wait. They are used, but not alot, and let me tell you,....I thought I would never own these shoes ever, after seeing them on Sex and the City. The episode where Carrie is working at Vogue and the lady boss berates her, and the male boss takes her under his wing, and they go into the Vogue 'closet' that they use for photo shoots, and have all the clothes and shoes they use, and Carrie finds these Manolo Blahniks, and says something like," I thought these were a shoe myth" and takes them and they are half a size too small and she stuffs her feet into them regardless and wears them. I was so in awe of those shoes, I swear I swooned. I SWOONED. Those are the king of all shoes to me, (and Carrie apparently too!) Can't wait to get 'em. Can't wait, can't wait, can't wait. Did I say I can't wait?