tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-52375171550270228652024-03-12T21:05:01.792-04:00It's my faux-paws!My personal attack on the world!angelsroy33http://www.blogger.com/profile/09475606111287571994noreply@blogger.comBlogger379125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5237517155027022865.post-22091776620718164862016-03-19T17:50:00.001-04:002016-03-19T17:50:29.733-04:00I haven't written in so long here. So much has changed. Our life is still at this house and neighborhood that we despise. It's very unhealthy and toxic. We have two kitties, and they are the little loves of my life still. Moo is the newest member,....he's almost 8 months old. He's the most precious little guy. He's truly like my child. Munky is still her cute little girl self, but still standoffish. Moo is the biggest snuggle bug. He follows me around the house, he <i>ALWAYS </i>needs my attention, and he cries when I leave. (Breaks my heart EVERY TIME.) So that's all I can think of to say for now. Again,...how boring am I?angelsroy33http://www.blogger.com/profile/09475606111287571994noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5237517155027022865.post-7579969159267578912014-10-25T07:10:00.002-04:002014-10-25T07:10:23.465-04:00I'm officially obsessed<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Okay,.....I've never been obsessed with anything Coach in my life,....but I have to say that these new Ranger bags just changed my mind. At $450 a pop,....they are at least doable. I think I might have to get <i>both colours!!! </i>I HAVE TO!!! OMG! (<span style="font-size: x-small;">and that's all I'm have to say. Thank you very much. *sigh*)</span>angelsroy33http://www.blogger.com/profile/09475606111287571994noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5237517155027022865.post-81245907772677341172014-10-05T16:38:00.001-04:002014-10-05T16:44:59.541-04:00More treasures found!<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Well here are some more great finds on Ebay that I have acquired. I got the Chanel sunglasses for $37!!! (To be honest tho,...the lenses are <i>REALLY SCRATCHED UP,....</i>) and I was buying them for the frames anyways. I'm going to put my prescription lenses in them,....and it doesn't come with a Chanel case either. Just want to be clear on what kinda deal it really is. It works for me. Next ~ the Michael Kors watch. It's a store display,...comes with original box and papers, and I got it for $92. Not bad. I priced them at the mall two weeks ago, and they were going for $260. And last but not least,- the Skecher Shape-Up sneakers. I have a pair that I bought about 2 years ago in black and white at Macys, and I paid $125 for them. These,...which I'm buying for work,..(I need black sneakers,) ended up being only $18. So not too bad,-eh? I'm still eyeing a Chanel Sautoir necklace on there,...but I'm a little hesitant to spend that kinda money right now. I'll keep ya posted on my finds.angelsroy33http://www.blogger.com/profile/09475606111287571994noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5237517155027022865.post-83700253480457838932014-09-30T20:31:00.001-04:002014-09-30T20:31:06.350-04:00Chanel sautoir necklace- call me maybe?<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Okay,......so this is my next purchase on Ebay. I can't wait to get it. I've been saving up for YEARS to get a real Chanel necklace. The auction isn't over,...but I'm going to be on this like you wouldn't believe!!! I don't know where I will wear this,...or if even I ever get a chance to wear it at all, but just having it will make me happy,....this is like a little piece of art to me. Just taking it and being able to look at it will be enough. Oh it will be. I'll keep ya posted if I win!!! Yayyyyy!!! I'm excited to even try to win it. We'll see I guess.angelsroy33http://www.blogger.com/profile/09475606111287571994noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5237517155027022865.post-90014130701721609852014-09-25T15:25:00.000-04:002014-09-25T15:25:00.286-04:00More "stuff"<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Okay,....I finally got the picture of the Chanel flats I just won on EBay for $90!!! I can't wait to get them,....such classics. I tell ya if I ever win the lottery,...first store I go to is going to be Chanel, and I'm getting a BORDEAUX LEATHER, and a TURQUOISE LEATHER, AND some sorta TWEED 2.55 double flap jumbo reissue bag. One each,( NOT altogether.) Also the Chanel multi length pearl necklace,....and I'm set. Partly at least. LOL. I love classic stuff. The older I get,...the more classic things I like. My taste is really moving towards preppy classic simplistic styles. My husband HATES flat shoes, but you can't go wrong when you have these as backups when you need to take off heels after a long day or night. Right? And now that I'm doing cardio everyday,...(since I'm pre-diabetic,)~I HAVE to lose some weight,..and I have. All my clothes are looser, and I just feel better. I'm going to keep going. I can't imagine after a year of this, that I will still be heavy like this. I'd be happy fitting into a size 2 again, if possible. Anyways~ how boring am I? Weight loss talk? How ridiculous I'm becoming. The kittehs are good. Little Boo-boo is just the <i>sweetest little boy,</i>....and Munky is still the adorable lil girl she ever was. I ADORE them. I really, really do.Their daily antics is what keeps me smiling. I've become that woman who loves ALWAYS having a baby,..well I LOVE ALWAYS have a kitten in the house. It's a lot of work, but oh! the antics, and joy erases anything and everything else going on. Better than TV. (Not that I watch a ton of TV to begin with.) I rather be on the computer anyways. I have no patience if there is nothing on I want to watch. At least with the computer, you can control what you want to see all the time. SOOOOO,.......I'm just rambling now. *sorry* OK,...my hubby will be home from the doctor soon,....so I guess I should go. I have a few other things I'm watching on EBay, so I will show them off if I win any of them. Signing off on a high note. Yay me!angelsroy33http://www.blogger.com/profile/09475606111287571994noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5237517155027022865.post-34712228816278277842014-09-23T21:41:00.001-04:002014-09-23T21:41:35.721-04:00More EBay purchases<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Okay,...so here is my latest purchase from EBay. Elie Tahari red leather chain bag for $36!!! That's SIC. What a GORGEOUS bag too. I'm so lucky to have gotten it at all, let alone for that price. I've been waiting for just the right RED LEATHER BAG, and this had everything I wanted. Also, believe it or not, I got a pair of Chanel CC black leather and black patent quilted flats for $90 two days ago. I keep trying to upload a picture, but for some reason my laptop won't let me. They are GORGEOUS also. Like I always say,.....patience is a virtue, and doing your research,....and to keep looking <i>always </i>on there. Always keep your eyes open,....search, search, search. Okay,....I'm off to my little piddly world of EBay and Etsy,....and my kittehs,...and hubby, and keeping myself busy somehow. I'm just pitiful, - aren't I? GAWD.angelsroy33http://www.blogger.com/profile/09475606111287571994noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5237517155027022865.post-41108728761085531842014-09-19T18:33:00.000-04:002014-09-19T18:33:25.965-04:00My latest eBay purchase!!!So I'm making the best of a bad situation,.....shopping like crazy. It takes my mind off of "stuff",-ya know? Like I always say,...if you have the patience and you do the research,....there are AWESOME DEALS on eBay to be had. I just got an AUTHENTIC Marc Jacobs black leather Stam bag,(originally $1300!!!) for slightly less than $200. Nice,- eh? Yea,...it's barely used,....I've been hawking the auctions for the last 3 weeks, and this deal just happened to be ending, and I caught it at the right time. I cannot wait to get it. My next purchase that I've been eyeing is an YSL bag,-(even tho I have two already.) And I really, really want something in a Bordeaux colour,...I'm dieing for that colour,....and it has to be leather,....I'm going to keep searching,...and watching,....and waiting,......I'll keep ya posted on my finds.<br />
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd;"><span></span></span> angelsroy33http://www.blogger.com/profile/09475606111287571994noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5237517155027022865.post-7793586582214609132014-09-04T21:16:00.000-04:002014-09-04T21:16:08.769-04:00Silver Linings? Well,...I know I haven't written in a while, but I'm going to try to start up again. <i>Trying to look at the bright side of life.</i> So I'm still on eBay and Etsy, and I've gotten some incredible deals on both. Some really nice sterling and turquoise bracelets that I'm obsessed with, and on eBay I got a vintage Chanel black leather lambskin leather clutch that is to die for!,Chanel pearls and bracelets, a Longchamp bag, Gucci bag and wallet, and some Manolo Blahnik pumps. Really great deals. All have been authenticated,...GREAT PRICES if you know what to look for, and do some research on what you are trying to buy. Make friends at the Neiman Marcus store with the associates, and you really can learn A LOT. Have patience for the right listings on eBay,...double check the seller, items, years it was made, pictures, etc. Look at other listings that are at the higher end of pricing, and look at those pictures checking small details,...trust me, this can go a long way. I've only mastered it with Louis Vuitton, NOT any other high end name. (I'm working on it tho.) You get the picture,....so yeah, I've been shopping my ass off, because I'm just too unhappy. Still at the house in South Florida, and just so damn trapped it feels like. Still working, still hating life in general. I have two awesome kittehs that keep me happy, and my husband and I get along for the most part. Right now, from all the stress for the last 6 years, our health has taken its toll on us. My husband has had two cancer surgeries, a double hernia surgery,and is anemic, and he still hasn't done anything with his shoulder. I am pre-diabetic, have high cholesterol, and my my Epstein-Barr is in full force right now. We are like the blind leading the blind. This house is a nightmare, and it gets worse and worse by the day. So yeah,...I'm trying,....I'm hanging on by a thread.angelsroy33http://www.blogger.com/profile/09475606111287571994noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5237517155027022865.post-62827564292402575872014-08-12T14:24:00.000-04:002014-09-04T21:35:26.989-04:00Coming and GoingLast week my friend Louise died,...I am still in shock,...along with Robin Williams passing away,...this has been a pretty horrible week. I havent been on here in sooo long now. My husband and I are still sooooo DEPRESSED,....we cant get outta our own way. I had dreams last nite that we were packing up this house and moving,....I felt like a different person,...we were moving back to Atlantis. (don't I wish.,) and I felt like we had a life again. Like we were living. Right now we are just going thru the motions, like we have been for the last 7 years. Wow,.....how depressing. On the bright side,....we have a new addition to our little kitteh family,....little Boo. He is adorable. I found him at work,....and I brought him to the vet and found out he has Feline Leukemia,....so I decided with my husband that we would try to give him the best little life we could,....and not put him down like a lot of ppl advised us too. I give him medicine/vitamins everyday,....and we give him as much love and attention as possible every single day,...and I set aside an hour or more every day just to play,...i want to keep his spirits up,....and happy. And he rewards us with the sweetest, funniest, cutest little personality and antics. We are so lucky to have him in our lives. He is amazing. I'm going to end on that happy note. Thanks for letting me just be here and write even the smallest tought,....it helps me.angelsroy33http://www.blogger.com/profile/09475606111287571994noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5237517155027022865.post-18798942965842545442014-05-12T19:41:00.002-04:002014-05-12T19:41:45.761-04:00I have nothing,.....I know it's been a long time,......and my life has just gotten worse and worse,....I'm so unhappy nothing helps anymore,...not shopping, not my kittehs, NOTHING. I'm just pitiful. I don't have anything to help,...and I've lost all my friends,...it just sucks. I feel trapped, unwanted,...and very, very disillusioned. I always thought <i>love</i> would always win out,....but it doesn't and it's NOT enough. Anyone who thinks that,- is just fooling themselves,- like I am,- and have been for the last year or more. My husband has gotten so mean-spirited towards me, and I can't do anything right,......believe me,.....if I could leave I would. I never thought he would be like this to me,...NEVER in a million years. I have no where to go,...no friends,....obviously no money saved up. I have family, but they aren't close by. I just totally feel like a nervous breakdown waiting to happen. I hate everything. We go nowhere, our home is in shambles, he won't move,....it's just one big ugly vicious cycle, and I'm the cause and stuck in the middle of it. Sometimes I'm at my wits end. I have no escape. NONE. And I hate it. I just needed to vent I guess,.......now what?,......angelsroy33http://www.blogger.com/profile/09475606111287571994noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5237517155027022865.post-36338858967131795912014-01-28T20:23:00.002-05:002014-01-28T20:24:00.103-05:00Still shopping and eBaying<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Okay,...so I just got these Chanel black leather moto boots on eBay for only $300!!! THAT'S A STEAL! I can't believe my luck. I can't wait to get them. I got last month a gorgeous Chanel CC emblem gold bracelet for $230! Such deals, and bargains are to be had if you just do some research and be patient and wait, and know what to look for on there. Everything I've ever bought has been authentic, for the exception of the third LV I ever bought and I knew it the second I opened up the mail. The buyer was ultimately kicked off of eBay,....but I learned after that, and did my research. I'm eyeing something else on there right now that is a totally sic deal if it makes it my way,...I'll just have to wait and see, and pay off these boots first. Tah-tah.<br />
<br />angelsroy33http://www.blogger.com/profile/09475606111287571994noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5237517155027022865.post-36969319744629815952014-01-16T11:42:00.001-05:002014-01-16T11:42:33.782-05:00Still here.It's been about 9 months since I've been on here,.....time just going by...like my life. So many decisions made, and nothing done. Still in this damn house,....sold all our properties,....and everything is still the same. Not any closer to moving. I blame myself as much as anyone,.....we should be long outta this house,...and moved already. I give up tho. Nothing at all being done. I'm still working at that damn job. Still having anger issues,...NOTHING. HAS. CHANGED. How ridiculous is my life?angelsroy33http://www.blogger.com/profile/09475606111287571994noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5237517155027022865.post-67080259879328581232013-04-23T21:33:00.000-04:002013-04-23T21:33:17.775-04:00BostonStrongStill in my depression. The only thing that made today different was going out with Munky for a walk, which was absolutely wonderful. The birds, ducks, lizards, frogs,...it was Wonderland for her, and she was in total heaven! We were outside for almost 3 hours,-it was great. Nothing else new,....I had to check in here. The Boston Marathon bombing really shook me up. Scared me beyond belief. This world is such a crazy place. I'm not so sure I'm wrong in how I feel about it, BUT,...people sure came thru when they were needed most on that day. It's a true miracle only 3 people died.(AND I DON'T TAKE THAT THREE LIGHTLY EITHER.) I'm just trying to understand the WHY of it all, along with millions of others. My husband grew-up in Ipswich, Mass.,....and ever since going to two of his high school reunions, I've wanted to move up there. It is like another world. The people are so wonderful, and friendly to each other,...the food and restaurants are absolutely AMAZING,....and the history, the beaches, Boston shopping, not to mention the Red Sox, Fenway Park, and my favorite sport-the Boston Bruins,....all unbelievably spectacular. I couldn't get enough. I honestly would have moved up there 15 years ago if my hubby had said OK. I've never seen the change of seasons like the little bit I did when I was there, and it was like nothing I had ever seen before. GORGEOUS. The down side? Every single person my husband went to school/college with all had degrees and no one could get a job. They all worked blue collar jobs to just work. That sucked to hear. I mean actual lawyers driving Frito Lay trucks doing deliveries just for a job doesn't cut it. So yeah. We never moved up there. So the Boston Marathon bombing was quite a shock and thankfully everyone we know up there are all accounted for. Good bless the people up there, all who were involved, there, and who helped when it counted. Boston Strong. That's how they are. They won't ever back down. They never stop. They never surrender. BostonStrong. (Wish I was one of them.)angelsroy33http://www.blogger.com/profile/09475606111287571994noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5237517155027022865.post-67049547704325060972013-03-28T17:29:00.002-04:002013-03-28T17:32:00.846-04:00Just a trap I'm In<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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I'm off today and I'm relieved. Work is nothing near like it used to be, but I still love my days off. I get to sit home like my husband and do whatever I want. Right now he's napping,and I'm watching one of my favorite movies,(The Parent Trap with Lindsay Lohan. This is BEFORE she gets all weird looking and screwed up,) and I'm on here writing. Things are being taken one day at a time. (If it were up to my husband, we'd take it all one moment at a time, which we actually do, thats why we aren't getting anything done around this house to move.) Tomorrow I get paid and I'll be going to the bookstore to buy another french book, and making a payment on this beautiful turquoise and diamond ring I found on EBay. Yeah,.....this is my boring little life. This is short and sweet,...(like I am and <i>try</i> to be.)angelsroy33http://www.blogger.com/profile/09475606111287571994noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5237517155027022865.post-55601255142597650942013-03-21T21:00:00.002-04:002013-03-21T21:00:56.354-04:00The way I wasSo I'm still blanketed in depression. My doctor has added another prescription in addition to the other one I take for depression and anxiety,....and we will see if I can dig my way out yet. I can't seem to totally get back to where I was before everything happened. Will I ever go back to the gym and LOVE and ADORE it like I used to? Will I ever be the same person again? I have to face facts,.....ya know? I feel like I've lost my memory, and I'm starting over or something. Still doing nothing to this house to get outta here. My husband is as bad as I am, except he's NOT working and/or getting outta the house five days a week. I don't know if that's good or bad, but I'll tell ya one thing,.....I get jealous as hell that he stays home, and naps all day, and stays up all night,.....me?,.....I have to go by my work schedule, and I get aggravated. I don't and won't start fights about it, but it does bother me. Anyhow,....still eBay-ing, and found some beautiful stuff on there,...and tons more just waiting for me to snatch up! Boy,- if I really had money, I'd be dangerous. (Famous last words,...I know.) Anyways!~ I've also found this show called L.A.Frock Stars on a station called Smithsonian, and it's about the owner of (my favorite-never-been-to-store-that-I-covet-and-dieing-to-go-to-one-day,) The Way We Wore,-it's in L.A. This show is like my dream come true. I swear to you, I LOVE this show. I love the store, the owner, the clothes,....I wish I'd thought of it. I'd love to shop there one day. So yeah,.....the way I was. This is me now I guess in more ways than one. How sad.angelsroy33http://www.blogger.com/profile/09475606111287571994noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5237517155027022865.post-68871729742654709742013-02-26T20:47:00.004-05:002013-02-26T20:47:55.577-05:00Kitteh dramasI haven't been here in waaaayyy too long. I'm still severely depressed, and trying to climb my way out of it. I just started working-out again, and I'm trying to get my head back in the game. It's hard. How do people do this when things get to be too much? I just don't know how. I mean, like I've always said,...I know I'm way luckier than most,(financially,) and it's just me and my husband,....so why is it so damn hard? Life. I'm trying,...we're trying, but we are still just treading water. Ridiculous. It's just plain sad I tell ya. I'm Pinterest-ing my life away, and eBay-ing, and all the other stuff I love to do on the computer that I don't have to interact with people. I'm sitting here watching hockey,(Panthers and Penguins,) and my husband is at the gym,...and I already took Munky out for her walk. She had so much fun. She loves to just sit in the grass and feel the breeze and look around. She's so beautiful to watch. Sugar hasn't been by much because of the big mean tomcat that terrorizes the other kittehs here all the time. I'm so fed up with him. I NEED to find his owner and ask why he hasn't been fixed. He is a bully and TERRORIZES everything in his path. It's sad. I have to take Munky for her walk with a water gun, my cellphone, and have both our front door and back door unlocked for quick getaways for Munky. She sees or hears him and she wants in. She wants no part of that little as*%&le beating her up again. I will not let him get his mitts on her ever again. Short of hurting him which I would never do to any animal,....I just have to prevent drama before it happens, and squirting him with a water gun is a start. Anyways,.....enough kitteh drama,...but that's all that's going on in my life right now. Yep,....pretty damn boring. angelsroy33http://www.blogger.com/profile/09475606111287571994noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5237517155027022865.post-20756902111760399142013-02-05T15:19:00.000-05:002013-02-05T15:19:19.634-05:00No can doI haven't posted in a while. I'm depressed again,...not working-out,....and just plain ole` feeling crappy about life and everything else. I don't know why I keep doing this to myself. Every single thing is a huge obstacle for me. Work,....paying a bill,...going to the grocery store,...cooking dinner,.....I just don't get it. EVERY DAMN THING IS JUST SO HARD. My husband has been in a state of allergies like I've never seen before. It's actually paralyzing him,....maybe that has something to do with it,- I don't know. I just DO know that we are getting nothing done, and having no fun at all. We sleep our days away, and stay in the house for days at a time. It's very unhealthy,- I know. I'm trying again to climb back out of it, but it's hard and I have no ambition to do it. None. And I can't seem to get it thru my husband's pollen-filled head that it's this house and this neighborhood, and just being here still that's bringing me down. He just keeps saying for us to make the best of it. Yea,-right. Too hard for me. Too hard. No can do. So now you know why I'm not posting and have no fun news to tell ya about. Nothing. Sorry.angelsroy33http://www.blogger.com/profile/09475606111287571994noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5237517155027022865.post-71375505157421797862013-01-15T11:13:00.003-05:002013-01-15T11:13:28.563-05:00NOTHING doingJust a normal week for me. I finally get two days off, and I have to get up early to take my car in. That's just wonderful. Life's little games. I did, and than I went to the mall and walked around,...nothing screamed to come home with me,...and finally came home and fell asleep on the couch. Did <i>NOTHING</i> alllll day. Even went out and got subs for dinner. I'm just tired. I have to get going back to the gym.That bronchitis kicked my butt. I'm back to not wanting or feeling like working out. I wanna stay home and nap on the couch with the computer and kitteh. I don't know. Anyways~ my mom is hanging in there. She has been sick too,...so I know that's not helping her much right now. She's still not driving either. I mean I don't want her to, but she's gotta really work at trying to get her motor skills and speaking back. I mean I guess she doesn't have to, but if she wants her life back to the way it was, she's going to have to work a lot harder. I have to see how this will work out I guess. At least my one brother and sister are both up there to watch over her. Meanwhile,...we still have done <i>NOTHING</i> to this house to get it up for sale. This can't be that hard,....I mean really? I'm just a little behind in my getting back to normal phase I had set up in head for this year. I was hoping we'd be out of here by July,...(happy birthday to me!), but it's not looking that way at all. One of my closest neighbor friends just sold her house, packed up, and moved in less than 3 months! I'm so happy for her, because she couldn't wait to get outta here too, but I miss her horribly. Sometimes its just nice knowing someone's there, ya know? And she loved animals like I do. I really do miss her, but I know she'll be so much better off and happier in her new place,....so good for her. Soooooo,...that's all in my little (boring) world. It's better off this way, trust me.angelsroy33http://www.blogger.com/profile/09475606111287571994noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5237517155027022865.post-49893838180402749912013-01-12T02:41:00.000-05:002013-01-12T02:41:49.822-05:00GLAD the holidays are overSo work is kicking my butt even tho all the holidays are over. (Thank you God.) I've been trying to get back to normal, and BAM! as soon as I do, between my mom having that stroke, and than me coming down with bronchitis, it hasn't been very fun the last few weeks. I'm still taking the last of <i>three</i> antibiotics I was given by the doctor. (But at least I caught it somewhat early.) So I decided and told my husband tonight that Monday I will start back at the gym. I have to do a solid few months at least to see any change that I can really notice. I was just starting to see little changes in myself from the last few months of working out, but since Thanksgiving and this week I worked out only one solid week. That SUCKS. I'll get back into it tho. Today I worked a long day, and I work tomorrow and Sunday, but have Monday and Tuesday off. I have to bring my car in Monday morning to have my tires aligned. I feel like I can never get ahead. I've also decided to start saving up to get a Keurig coffee maker. A nice one. And now that Target is matching prices from Amazon I'm sure I can get a great deal. Nothing else new really. Our 23rd anniversary is coming up on Jan. 21st. 23 YEARS! Whew,....it's been a ride. I hope we do something fun to celebrate. My aunt and uncle are down from Sag Harbor, and they just celebrated their 50th. When my hubby and I can say that, I'll really be happy. I take a lot of pride in how long we've been together, and the fact they we are still happy and love each other, and actually <i>like</i> each other still. I think a lot of people make that mistake. They love each other, but don't really like each other. I mean my husband and I have our moments like anyone else,...but we do like watching movies, or our shows,...and we "get" the same things. I mean, we genuinely get along and have fun a lot of the time just doing nothing. I don't think it should be any other way really, but that's just me. We have some neighbors that are so busy in their own lives that don't even know whats going on with the other. I mean that's like a recipe for disaster if you ask me. Yeah,...time for me to go. I don't need to be concerning myself with other peoples problems,...I have enough of my own to contend with.angelsroy33http://www.blogger.com/profile/09475606111287571994noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5237517155027022865.post-45111613407437659872013-01-04T18:52:00.000-05:002014-09-19T18:37:53.115-04:00He's always been there even when he wasn't<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Just got home from work and I'm watching Sex and the City. I so LOVE this show. I NEVER get sick of it. I love the story of Carrie and Big,...it reminds me of my husband and I, and the breaking up after 13 years, and getting back together and him finally realizing that he wanted to marry me. Soooo us. It makes me realize how lucky I am that we have a happy ending to our love story. I'm so proud of us both,- of finding each other again, and getting back together,...and really making it work. It wasn't easy, I can tell you that. It really wasn't. There was some very bumpy times. I almost thought we wouldn't make it, but we have, and we're BOTH HAPPY, and I couldn't ask for, or ever find a better man than him. He really is my knight in shining armor, my hero, my everything. After 23 years,(this Jan.21st!,) I still miss him when he's not around,...or out playing poker,....I smile as soon as he walks thru the door,...I just love him, and actually <i>like him too.</i> That says a lot. He's known my parents, my father,(who died in '94,) and I knew his parents, (who died in '98, and 2001.) We've been thru SO MUCH together it's scary. I don't know if I could honestly be with anyone else. I mean I tried when we split up,...and it was hard,(<i>very hard,)</i> but believe it or not,...the guy I dated, actually asked me to marry him (with a ring and everything,) and I said no. I honestly couldn't see myself being married to anyone but my Bear. For real. I would've ended up alone than marry someone other than my Bear. I knew he was <i>the one.</i> (As they say on SATC.) Eventually I want to get a tattoo that says; Meant to be,....but in french. That's what I want. Maybe in that white ink that I keep seeing on Pinterest. I LOVE those tattoos. Or some sorta watercolor thingy,...I don't know. We were/are MEANT TO BE. We are. No relationship is perfect, I know this, and my Bear and I are NOT. We have our fights, and our petty, stupid, little disagreements, but he's always MY BEAR. angelsroy33http://www.blogger.com/profile/09475606111287571994noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5237517155027022865.post-39496053244870679002012-12-27T18:34:00.001-05:002012-12-27T18:34:40.862-05:00Happy B-day to my hubbyToday is my husband's birthday, and I have the next two days off. I got him a pair of black diamond stud earrings. He loved them. (whew!) He's hard to shop for. He's someone who has everything. I took a chance and it paid off. I love when that happens. I'm in a good place right now mentally. We are on an up-swing I'd say. The next year will be very difficult,....and exciting,....and scary,.....and everything rolled into one, but something to definitely look forward to, and strive towards. (At least that's how I'M going to look at it.) I can't wait to be up in Canada already and looking at homes. Every day we watch House Hunters on HGTV, and we look at each other and say, 'that will be us soon.' I love the whole process of looking at homes, and properties. I never get sick of it. My hubby keeps saying I should've been a real estate agent, but that's not that interesting to me to be honest,...and right now, EVERYONE seems to be a real estate agent. No thanks.So~ my mom came back from GA. yesterday after spending a week up there with my oldest brother and his wife and family. I think it would've been great except the weather was in the 30's and 40's which I think is unusually cold for GA. My mom <i>HATES</i> the cold. (How I am her daughter is yet to be known,...she hates cold weather, doesn't like to shop, and is not an animal person.) Talk about opposites. I'll never understand it, but I love her to death. (She was my Matron of Honor when I got married. So LOVED.) Anyways~so going to get back on Etsy and Pinterest,...can't keep away from them. So many awesome deals to look for on there,(Etsy.) I'll be shopping,.....angelsroy33http://www.blogger.com/profile/09475606111287571994noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5237517155027022865.post-20868141966947799422012-12-18T12:58:00.000-05:002012-12-18T12:59:12.508-05:00It will happen one day<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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I'm off for two days, and it's been sooo nice,(especially this time of year.) I'm putting up our Christmas tree today. It's a little fake one, cuz I was told that cats can get sick if they eat real pine, and my kitteh eats anything that's green. So NO to a real one as much as I would love it. (I have pine scented candles to help with this.) I'm really not into all this Christmas/Santa stuff, but this year I think I'm coming out of my five-year depression, and feeling a little jolly. I actually <i>want</i> to put Christmas stuff up, so why not. Anyways~ I'm still obsessing over Pinterest, and everything on there. So many great ideas and recipes, I love it. I still do get on Facebook every now and then, and yesterday one of my friends from the bar where I worked, got in touch with me. So cool to hear from people on there. Easy way to find someone and stay in touch without really having to do anything. Other than this, nothing new really with me. Going to get thru the holidays, try to have some fun, and get the house ready for sale. I can't wait. The day we move, and actually drive away from this house, and area, I will be sooooo happy, and relieved. I've made some great friends here, but I'm ready to move on. FOR SURE. The only thing that worries me with moving is Munky. I'm afraid for her, and how she will handle it. I don't want to traumatize her, but I think it can't be helped really. I don't know. I'll figure something out for her. I have to, for my baby. And on that note I will going and getting ready to workout,...so I'll write more when I'm interesting,.....or something interesting happens! You know what I mean!!! <span style="font-size: xx-small;">(oh, and still obsessed with find<span style="font-size: xx-small;">ing<span style="font-size: xx-small;"> Vintage Bloom perfume.<span style="font-size: xx-small;"> I'm going to find the most <span style="font-size: xx-small;">ine<span style="font-size: xx-small;">xpensive<span style="font-size: xx-small;"> price for it eventually!!!) </span></span></span></span></span></span></span>angelsroy33http://www.blogger.com/profile/09475606111287571994noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5237517155027022865.post-14385748547310473842012-12-16T01:00:00.000-05:002012-12-16T01:00:00.628-05:00I just can'tBeen working like crazy, (tis the season and all,) and I don't know if it's me or the holidays, but do people get more and more ridiculous and stupid about now? or what? The things I see people do, say, and try to do just makes my head want to explode. And this whole thing happening in Newtown, Connecticut just makes me ill. I was at the gym when I first saw it on CNN, and it just got worse and worse from there. Why am I so shocked and surprised? Why? It's awful,...horrible, heinous, and sickening. I'm trying so hard to work on myself with not hating PEOPLE so much,...but things like this just seem to make it impossible. IMPOSSIBLE. I keep trying to focus on other things. Like I'm going to now,......anyways~ my mom is doing good,....I'm back at work,.....we finally sold our condo on the beach,.....got a new clothes dryer,.....still haven't started on our bathrooms here,....and that's my story. All of it,....how boring am I??? GAWD!!! I have to just stop. I can't do this. I think I'm going to get on Pinterest or Etsy, and go hawk some stuff.angelsroy33http://www.blogger.com/profile/09475606111287571994noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5237517155027022865.post-35648811897864547372012-12-06T10:25:00.001-05:002012-12-06T10:29:55.602-05:00View from here<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Still here in Fort Pierce taking care of my mom and staying at my sister's house,- beautiful home. It's SSOOOO PEACEFUL here. I love it. Away from everything and everyone. Can't get enough of that. I hope we find something like this in Canada when we move. Maybe not so grand but something serene and quiet. Boy I can tell I'm getting older,-that's for sure. My mom is doing better every day, but still has a way to go to get back to where she was. It's just hard to see someone who was so active and personable, and fun, NOT BEING THAT WAY. Breaks my heart. I leave on Friday, and my sister will take over for the weekend, and than my brother and his wife are driving back down here from Georgia to stay indefinitely with her til she gets well enough to be on her own. (They are retired, so they can do that.) Ummm,...in the midst of all this stuff,...I've been running around doing some shopping for things for my mom to make her life a little easier when she gets home. Organizational stuff. Looking thru magazines at the book store to get ideas,...and somehow I came across some fashion magazines that I looked thru, and found this perfume by Jessica Simpson called Vintage Bloom that I am just totally OBSESSED WITH NOW. I MUST have it, get it, wear it, hoard it. I cannot get it outta my head. I get like this about things I see and want from time to time.(As you have read on here.) I don't know why I get so obsessive about things that I must have. Then I get it and it's on to the next thing I want. It's a scary vicious circle, isn't it? I know, I know. I'm lucky I can even do it to be honest. Sooo,...today in the midst of going back to Staples and other various places, I will be hunting down the best price for my perfume and trying to get it. We'll see. So I'm putting in some pictures of various views from my sister's home in Fort Pierce. It's right across from Hutchinson Island and it's absolutely gorgeous here. The last picture are two of their three dogs that I'm in love with. Aren't they the sweetest faces? Animals, quiet, water, nature, big beautiful home,-perfect for being here right now. In some ways I'm very lucky right now,...and don't think I don't know it.angelsroy33http://www.blogger.com/profile/09475606111287571994noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5237517155027022865.post-40315563703515773922012-12-04T21:30:00.001-05:002012-12-04T21:30:53.431-05:00Life right nowI am at my sister's house again this week. I'm staying with my mom at the hospital rehab facility during most of the day, and staying at my sister's house at night basically. I got here Monday with a lot of drama. I attempted to drive to Fort Pierce alone,...and got on the Sawgrass Expressway, and had a major panic attack.MAJOR. I had to turn around and have my husband drive me here and drop me off. Luckily for me,...my mom's car has been at my sister's house,....so I'm using that to go back and forth to the hospital which is barely 10 mins. away. It's going okay, but I'm still not over that panic attack. And my husband,...well let's just say we got into a big arguement before we left. We never really did that before,....and he basically dropped me off and he was out the door, and on his way back home before I even put my stuff down to say hello to my sister. He thinks I'm not doing enough around the house, (cooking, cleaning, etc.) I'm just tired when I come home from work. I'm still mentally not together,....I'm still going to the psychiatrist,....and working out, altho since this has happened with my mom the day after Thanksgiving, I haven't been able to go. Soooo~ here I am,...and my hubby will be picking me up on Friday, I have to go back to work on Sat. and we will start all this all over again. The next two weeks at work will be unbelievably busy. I DESPISE Christmas. I've said it time and time again,....I hate what it's turned into. Too much pressure for me to enjoy it. Don't get me wrong,...I love presents as much as the next person, but it's too stressful for me to deal with the last 5 years. Good thing tho is my mom is getting a little better every day that goes by,...and for that I'm beyond thankful. Beyond thankful. So this is my life right now. Fun,-ain't it?angelsroy33http://www.blogger.com/profile/09475606111287571994noreply@blogger.com0