Over and over again

I have not been on here in soooo long. Been very depressed. Went to my final court date and somehow someway I got 14 months probation and I have no idea for what. It is just aggravating all over again, being accused of what they think when it's not true. Very very frustrating, but I have to remember that it's on the way to being over. Still working, and sometimes it's the only thing that keeps me somewhat normal,...and my husband and kittehs. Speaking of kittehs,....Sugar came home with a big kitteh shiner yesterday. I broke into tears,....and he was in a very bad mood. He wouldn't even let me touch him,-my poor little baby. He went into bed and proceeded to take a two hour nap which I was thankful for, and then came out with his very large cranky-pants on, and ate some food, and proceeded to hiss and growl his way out the door. Wow. My poor little man,...I'm so worried about him. Munky is doing great, being as cute and lovable and just plain adorable little thing that she is. I love her so much. Our family reunion is getting closer and closer, and I can't say how everyone in my family needs it so much. More and more as everyday goes by. After my niece's husband was killed in the line of duty a few months ago,then my brother-in-law had a stroke, then my cousin became paralyzed by a lingering back problem and is in a wheelchair, and now my sister-in-law's sister passed away unexpectedly two days ago. It has not been a good year for my family. This will be a MUCH NEEDED family reunion to say the least. I am counting down the days and minutes and seconds! I will relish every moment with everyone,.....EVERY single person. Not even shopping on eBay since all that stuff going on,....doesn't even seem interesting to me anymore. Now I know I'm really depressed. Well, I know I sound like a broken record, but that's really all that's going on in my life. There is light at the end of the tunnel tho. Soon, we will be free to do whatever, wherever, whenever. Soon.