I'm all over the place

Today is a good day so far, (it's still early.) So many things have to be done tho, I feel defeated before I even start. Saturday night we went to the 30th Annual Garlic Party in Boca Raton, (-the supposed last one,) and it didn't disappoint. Lotsa great food, dancing, entertainment, it was fun. Took our minds off of things at least for a little while. Came home and went right to sleep, and Sunday had a very quiet, relaxing day watching football, reading the paper online, and basically just doing nothing,-which is a perfect day to me. Today I woke up with my throat hurting. Not good. But,....I will try to act like I'm not sick so I (hopefully) won't get sick. (It works for my husband.) We'll see. I'm going to go thru some boxes of stuff, and maybe clean up Munky's room and put more stuff on Ebay. Just keeping ya posted. I still feel paranoid, and basically very unsettled. I want to be better sometimes, and sometimes I just don't care about anything at all. I'm so up and down it's scary. I'm sure you can tell the way I am from what I'm writing. I'm all over the place emotionally and mentally, but I'm trying sometimes. Gotta take what you can get, right?